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Jen  

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  • Emotional Poet
  • Female/United States
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  • Deviant since Dec 24, 2005, 1:10 PM
  • 227 Deviations
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Beauty Within

Beauty Within   
01/21/06   
In my youth  I often wondered why  My skin  Was not golden brown  Beautifully tan   
I wondered why  My eyes were dark brown  Rather than sky blue   
I wanted to have  Beautiful, golden locks  And rejected my brown hair   
I wished to be taller  
And thinner   
Size seven  Was a catastrophe  What about a zero  Or a three?   
I masked  My "ugly" face  With make up   
I made great efforts  To wear  The perfect outfit   
Something  The pretty gi

Recent Deviations

Two More MonthsTwo More Months   
05/03/08   
I’m so scared  Only two months  Pull it all together  Or I’m done forever   
I’m on  Clinical probation  I am filled with  Humiliation   
This is not  The type of learning  That I’m used to   
What happened  To pen and paper  Writing and reading?   
I’m not so good at  Following example  And learning by repeating   
I focused  On what I thought  I was the worst at   
Outpatient   
And I forgot  About the rest   
Dia Two More Months
in Spoken Word on 5/3/08
DriveDrive   
04/27/08   
I have this  Sexual Drive  And it is  Driving me Crazy   
Don’t want to loose  Control of the wheel  And veer  Off the road  -----------------------  I have to set  And follow  
Some boundaries   
No more go  With the flow  I can’t afford  The consequence  ---------------------------  I have this  Sexual Drive  And it is  Driving me Crazy   
Don’t want to loose  Control of the wheel  And veer  Off the road  ----------------------  I’ve got Drive
in Song on 4/27/08
Damn that ManDamn That Man   
4/22/08   
Damn men  Who ask you  "How far have you been?"   
Damn men  Who stand you up   
Damn men  When you clear  Your plans for him  And you don't know  When the date will begin   
Damn men  When they nag for you  To drink another drink   
Damn men  When all they care about  Is whether or not  She satisfies  His sexual desires   
Damn men  Who take advantage of women   
Damn men  Who care only about the body   
Damn men  Who are turned on by the innocent Damn that Man
in Spoken Word on 4/22/08
I Deserve So Much BetterI Deserve So Much Better   
04/21/08   
I deserve  So much better!  How did I let this happen?   
He knew me too well  Found my weakness  In a heartbeat   
Wonder how long  He had it planned  Wonder how many  He's done it to   
Pestering me  Nagging me  On and on   
All I could think about  Was how much I hated him  Was how much I hated being there   
And we just kept arguing  And we just kept fighting  We just kept going  All the meanwhile  Simply delighting him   
I don't know what   I Deserve So Much Better
in Spoken Word on 4/21/08
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Spring is Finally Here!

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 24, 2008, 2:33 PM
SPRING IS FINALLY HERE!!!

I don't know about you all, but it's pretty nice here in NE.
Easter was pretty fun. I feel pretty rested after Spring Break.
My sister's birthday is coming up as well as my brother's Senior Prom!
I'm excited and I'm not even going to prom. (Considering that I'm in college.)
Summer's just around the corner and I'm just dying to go boating again!

I need to write something soon, but I have no idea what to write about.
I've also got to get back into reading. I've been working on this one book for a couple of months now. It's kinda sad.... Oh well!

Anyways.... Yay for Spring! I'm excited about the good weather & all the fun spring things going on.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: TWENTY TWO
  • Current Residence: Midwest
  • Interests: writing, singing, dancing (ballet, funk, tap, jazz, pointe), waterskiing
  • Favourite movie: Tommy Boy
  • Favourite band or musician: 3 doors down, Matchbox Twenty, No Doubt, Alanis Morressette, Paula Cole
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Anne Rice
  • Favourite cartoon character: Marvin Martian, Dopey, Tinkerbell, Cheshire Cat
  • Personal Quote: We are so caught up in the world we create for ourselves,that we never see the world created for us.

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~Waterninga13:iconWaterninga13: Apr 24, 2008, 8:37:32 AM
Oh ok thank you. :D

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I see dead people, and live people, and your not one of them (one of the live people I mean).
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Apr 24, 2008, 7:00:29 AM
you're welcome!
I think because I write, I am drawn to artists who draw and do photography.

I find you're drawings very good and I like your photo manipulation as well.

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I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Apr 24, 2008, 6:57:41 AM
you're welcome for the :+fav: ! :)

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I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Apr 24, 2008, 6:57:30 AM
you're welcome for the add :)

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I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Apr 24, 2008, 6:57:10 AM
you're welcome for the :+fav: ! :)

--
I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~Waterninga13:iconWaterninga13: Apr 22, 2008, 6:51:03 PM
Wow thanks for adding me to your watch, but why? Just woundering. :D

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I see dead people, and live people, and your not one of them (one of the live people I mean).
~Cautiously:iconCautiously: Apr 22, 2008, 5:39:23 PM
Thanks for the favourite... <3

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Hush my, don't you cry.
Ease my lullaby.
~Sanutamar:iconSanutamar: Apr 21, 2008, 10:49:25 PM
Thanks so much for the add! :hug:

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*The lesson is in the struggle; not the victory* [link]
~arnorath:iconarnorath: Apr 19, 2008, 2:02:39 AM
thanks for the fave!

==Arn==

--
I AM A SEXY SHOELESS GOD OF WAR!!!

I scored 54.5 on the Discordian online Weirdness test! [link]
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Apr 2, 2008, 4:06:45 PM
your welcome for the :+fav:s Stopperdeath/Moonytash!!

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I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~moonytash:iconmoonytash: Mar 31, 2008, 3:57:36 PM
And from this account tooo) :heart:

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Sing the song of sixpence, the pocket full of rye...
~stopperdeath:iconstopperdeath: Mar 31, 2008, 3:52:34 PM
Oh) Thank you for You-Know-What)

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after all this time...
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Mar 14, 2008, 1:21:18 PM
you're welcome for the :+fav:

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I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
*kamesen:iconkamesen: Mar 13, 2008, 8:07:25 PM
Thanks for the fav :)
~arnorath:iconarnorath: Feb 16, 2008, 4:58:06 PM
*damnit! you scared her off!*
~no i didn't!~
*yes you did! you always do with that dumb cat-stroking act!*
~well i don't see you coming up with a better idea, do i?~
*look, if you want to ensnare poor, unsuspecting deviants into joining our army of the night, you've got to be subtle!*
~subtle!? says the voice in my head who's always telling me to burn things!~
*that's different! besides, you like burning things, fire is good...*
~mmmmm...fire....~

...

==Arn==

--
I AM A SEXY SHOELESS GOD OF WAR!!!

I scored 54.5 on the Discordian online Weirdness test! [link]
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Feb 16, 2008, 11:28:46 AM Mood: Fear
you're scaring me :fear: :fear: :fear:

--
I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~arnorath:iconarnorath: Feb 16, 2008, 2:28:45 AM
yes, my pet, yes.......

ehe, ehehehe, haha, mwahahahahahahahah<ACK!> hairball! <ACK>

...

stupid cats with their stupid fur and their stupid shedding all over me while i'm trying to have an evil cat-stroking moment. is a hairless cat as evil as a black one? i've always been wary of those animals...

==Arn==

--
I AM A SEXY SHOELESS GOD OF WAR!!!

I scored 54.5 on the Discordian online Weirdness test! [link]
~arnorath:iconarnorath: Feb 16, 2008, 2:27:35 AM
yes, my pet, yes.......

ehe, ehehehe, haha, mwahahahahahahahah<ACK!> hairball! <ACK>

...

stupid cats with their stupid fur and their stupid shedding all over me while i'm trying to have an evil cat-stroking moment. is a hairless cat as evil as a black one? i've always been wary of those animals...

==Arn==

--
I AM A SEXY SHOELESS GOD OF WAR!!!

I scored 54.5 on the Discordian online Weirdness test! [link]
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Feb 15, 2008, 4:08:11 PM
i do trust you? you are my friend?...

--
I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~arnorath:iconarnorath: Feb 14, 2008, 10:20:04 PM
and so you should be. wait, scratch that - you are *not* afraid of Arnorath...Arnorath is your friend...you *trust* Arnorath...

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I AM A SEXY SHOELESS GOD OF WAR!!!

I scored 54.5 on the Discordian online Weirdness test! [link]
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Feb 14, 2008, 5:05:35 PM
i think i'm scared of your brainwashing powers....

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I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~arnorath:iconarnorath: Feb 14, 2008, 1:41:15 AM
well, we aussies aren't so keen on conscription these days, so there might have to be a bit of good ol' fashioned brainwashing involved...

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I AM A SEXY SHOELESS GOD OF WAR!!!

I scored 54.5 on the Discordian online Weirdness test! [link]
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Feb 13, 2008, 4:15:51 PM
enlist.... more like drafting....lol

--
I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
~arnorath:iconarnorath: Feb 13, 2008, 12:05:44 AM
yeah, but it would be SO worth it! oh well. if i can't convince you, i'll just enlist some other poor unsuspecting deviant...

==Arn==

--
I AM A SEXY SHOELESS GOD OF WAR!!!

I scored 54.5 on the Discordian online Weirdness test! [link]
~yayforspenny:iconyayforspenny: Feb 12, 2008, 11:57:09 AM
I'm kinda far away, Arnorath. I'd have run from the middle of the U.S. to FL and then swim across the Atlantic to Australia...
And then I'd miss all my x-ray classes....

--
I am walking on the bridge
I am over the water
And I'm scared as hell
But I know there's something better...
--Paula Cole

I'm not alone 'cuz the TV's on;
I'm not crazy 'cuz I take the right pills everyday...
---Jimmy Eat World
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